As a child I was very aware of an amazing loving God, from the age of 4, I danced as a ballerina for 19 years, in the midst of the dance I found myself understanding an inner silence and knowing outside this world, that came in silence and allowed me to receive divine wisdom outside of human teaching's. This was the beginning of my lifetime journey within to return to know my true self with God. At age 12 I had my first near death experience by drowning - I heard loving angels singing as their presence surrounded me!!( no wings just orbs of light with God's hand amongst. So amazing & beautiful!! I actually returned happier and understanding the three heavens and our relation to a higher knowing which we can all be a part of ,as our true self in God. I realized at this young age that I had a gift of clairaudience (spiritual hearing) and that my true being was different then the being I was in physical which came in and out throughout my life in varied other individual experiences. My father also having several gifts of his own and the opportunities to study them in his past, soon decided to help guide me in beginning understandings. The first teaching guided me of the visions of the future I received and how to accept them in prayer then the how to astral travel. However, I did not have complete trust in astral travel, so he started me on dreamtime focus. Dreamtime focus is an exploration of the Spiritual being traveling through ones true self with choosing God and Yashua as guide's into other realms and places even here during sleep time. The trinity guides can help you seek and find life answers, gaining wisdom of a larger place of being in God, which is received in accordance to our time and without intellectual interference while the conscious mind rests.

   

 I continued searching how to combine my spiritual being and human                                       

Another spiritual experience was in Rome. I had a seating with the Pope and a private session with an amazing man, Monsignor Escriva de Balaguer, whom later was canonized a saint... his presence was so moving, loving & peaceful as I had experienced Jesus' in one of my NDE's. This was amazing to know that a human could possess such a loving peace. I knew there must be some way... to embrace such a way of life and to still be within a physical existence... so I journeyed

onward in search of Spiritual enlightenment of God.

In my twenties I still did not have complete confidence and understanding of the true complete my connection to the divine. I went onto having several more near death experiences including being in heaven and with Jesus, and into other realms. All this bringing me more knowledge of divine information and wisdom and an amazing knowing of God's Love, in a whole different understanding then mere words can describe. Yet still not connecting all the dot's to my physical being. The communication of God's divinity through my claircognizance (Spiritual knowing) and clairvoyance (Spiritual sight) showed me how to receive from God in this physical life the information to help others crossover. Clearing people, spaces and places of lower spirits then by bringing God's love into each through prayerful receiving of His holy blessings releasing God into each space in protection and blessings in daily lives. Still I had not the complete understanding of how to process and make the most of these blessed gifts into my personal being of whom God was in me!

In 1998, after a full term pregnancy, I experienced a devastating loss. My son did not survive. During the month in the hospital after his birth I experienced three flat lines and three more near death experiences, visiting heaven once again. During each of these NDEs, God and his angels gave me the divine order of process and knowledge to clear my child to his heavenly place with my request to Jesus', and allow me to Let Go and let him be in his new spiritual life, archangel's Gabriel and Michael helped in consoling process in my life. In each of this NDE I received from God I must return to physical presence. Also the explanation of the 3 heavens. Three months after my son's passing, I finally had the strength to call on God in prayer, for me to let go knowing he was in God's heaven and allowed me to receive Peace in my heart. Happily, this proof has been shown to me in prayer, through God in Holy Spirit.

 My husband, however, was unable to recover mentally or emotionally after the loss of our son, and all he saw me go through. We then moved to Maryland to try a start over,, however a year and a half later he was diagnosed with cancer and was given six months to live. I proceeded to be his only caregiver aside from the cancer doctors. This was a long five year journey. Even though I dealt with his passing and received many loving blessings, I never did give myself enough physical healing time to receive his love and direction. I have now learned how important it is too stop, allow and heal through receiving God's Love and guidance... between all life's experiences. I proceeded to marry a man whom I later found to be a con man. This is clearly because I had not allowed myself healing time and was unable to receive God's and Jesus' divine and healing messages. I have since learned how important it is too, give myself time for healing and quiet moments in silence, with revelation, releasing and receiving God's loving messages and presence in my being and life.

Fortunately God and Jesus removed that person from my life as I found myself, diagnosed with cancer and starting from scratch in many ways, alone physically in a new state of S.C. in this physical realm! I then realized that it was time for me to allow the "true love" in and to find all that God was in me and let go of what I thought I was or what illusions I had learned in my life as a human being. I went forth using God's divine connection with Christ as my holy healer, to find the blessings of two doctors who volunteered to remove my cancer! I was also lead to knowledge and alternative cures to heal myself, fortunately my sister was very educated as a holistic doctor. I am happy to say I am now "cancer free" after a ten month journey. 

I Now continue living in each moment and allow releasing through surrender to God, the things of this earth and it's teaching's, while knowing a new silence and connection in receiving his love and guidance, I have learned whom I truly am and to allow God to show me through this life and processes of allowance his wisdom, in embracing & awakening in me... his amazing Love. To carry me through whatever event or situation appears. I have now the knowing of how to receive Holy Graces and welcome his love and presence and protection in, to complete my wholeness in him. I have chosen to be in God's Love, staying within each moment with allowing God within me to be completely in his presence and holy protection 

to surround me in all of my being and life..in every possible moment.

 

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